Day 4 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have

I am habittually messy!  I wish I wasn't!!!  My room is always a pigsty, and my car, at times, looks as though I live in it.  I've tried to be more disciplined and to keep things tidy, but it never lasts!  If I'm completely honest, on some level I don't mind living in organised chaos and I guess that's why I have never beaten this bad habit.  I just don't care about being tidy enough to change.